Thursday, March 7, 2013

Update

I have not forgotten my favorite blog. I am starting a second job next week and I started take a few classes online this week. So my time is stretched thin and my updates may become slower. But I promise I have not forgotten you.

Monday, March 4, 2013

What?

Check it again,
Which word where,
This or that hmm,
Take out or add,
Decisions,
Wrong,
Is this a real word,
Check the dictionary,
It usually is,
And then I am finished writing.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Write Day

When is it the right way of the write day? The solutions aren't so simple.

The chains that bind my creativity are solely in my head and I am unsure how to shed my bonds. If my dreams are to be believed, one day I will have to make a difficult choice between two seemingly similar concepts. The similarities are only a facade as one choice takes me to happiness and the other leads into the depths of hell. In my dreams I always make the wrong decision. I wonder if this dream is an extension of my feelings that the world hastily left me behind. I am not Job and my faith occasionally wavers.

I wish I could be more helpful to others who feel this way. I am no expert, but I am willing to give advice if it is solicited. On the other hand this is not a self help book.

Where am I going with this? What is life? Life is the sum of everything you experience. Your hopes, dreams, thoughts, prayers, and feelings all rolled up into you. Combining the good, bad, and indifferent to make a bouillabaisse that encompasses us all.

Could I write a love story? I wasn't man enough to be what she needed. It haunts me as the single greatest failure I have ever achieved. Beautiful is a dime a dozen, easy going with a sense of humor is much more difficult to find. Add intelligence and a kind heart it makes the perfect person, but is nearly impossible to find in others. And if I ever found the combination again would I deserve the person who possessed it?