Letter

K,

I cannot think and speak at the same time, so writing was the best way I could express this. I was horribly mean to you and I regret it to this day. You never deserved that and I know that now. I don’t want forgiveness nor do I seek to assuage my guilt.

I struggled for years to fit it. Trying to dress or act a certain way to make people like me. Part of that involved being a jerk to people but it was never really me. While you are entitled to feel differently, I am a nice, shy guy on the inside.

This may never find you, but if it does, I am truly and deeply sorry.

-Ben